everything should be back to normal now. i'm at home again! ^_^
but i still feela little un eased about something....
or maybe i just need to use the bathroom.... LOL my stomac just growled.. so maybe i'm just hungry lol
eveything feels right again. eveything is how it should be now...
so hopefully now, i canwork on some other things.

smetimes we focus too much on things that aren't really there.. kindda like a mirrage. you believe something is there, when it's only your imagine running over your mind back and forth.
sometimes we focus too much on others, and professionalized our selves in doing that, that we don't know how to help ourselves anymore. we always tell others not to make that kind of mistake before they do it... but when we arein their situation, we don't know what to do, or how to act... it's not some difficult calculus problem in our lives, but when we confront our fears, we look too far into things, and make the easy things to solve the hardest things to come across when we really shouldn't.

sometimes you just have to breathe. life is full of uncertainties, but life, remember, has it's great surprises. we need to analyze ourselves sometimes, not jst others, ourselves, so we can see if the problem is easy or not, and if it's worth our precious time and our energy.

before we can help others... we need to help ourselves.
sounds selfish... but it works. but if you look at it... it really isn't selfish.. we just need to stop thinking about eveything so deeply.